18 July 2006

Wash

My sink is full of dirty dishes. . .

and now step on a soapbox (ha ha)

Do you ever feel like your heart is too? I need to wash things clean again, and vaccuum the carpet. . . everything feels so dirty.

Cleansing. Its a concept that never grows old. Why do we hate going without a shower and yet spiritually, our hearts are black? Everyday we wash our tombs and then add more sin to our hearts. I hate how hypocritical this is.

I started crying in the shower this morning. . . what a great place of confession. You can get both physically and spiritually cleansed at the same time ;)

I'll admit, its just been a hard week already. Yesterday, I just wanted to go home - heaven I mean. . . (then I was like, "I need to help populate the earth first" ;) No really though, the sin, confession and renewal process is wearing. . . I can't wait to be freed from this mortal body forever. I know I am already freed, make no mistake, but you know what I mean.

To be washed and to stay clean. . .

2 comments:

  1. Amen Amy. Sometimes I just like I'm confessing the same sins over and over. Will I ever learn?

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  2. I hear ya and can relate. Confession. It's the fertilizer that makes your relationship with your Father in Heaven grow.

    Catheirne
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