Patience

This is not what I am good at, what I lack, what needs to change in me most . . .
This year has been full of lessons for me to learn - it seems it all funnels down to this one thing that I still am struggling with. When will I 'get'it? I think that God sends us things to keep working in our stubborn hearts till we finally understand.
Okay, so I surrender now. I am wholly unable to be patient and trusting on my own sheer will power. My weakness is transformed by Your strength, O Lord.

Please make me patient