journey

I am relishing this delightfully cool & soft morning. I just joined the gym, and I feel like I have accomplished something :) Funny, because I have not even worked out there yet!
Last night came to a peaceful resolve. I realized how far I have wandered away from God. I kept running and then I stumbled. He caught me again. I fought, I wrestled, I kicked at His will. He held me fast, He would not let me go. He soothed all these fears, and wrestled me down to my knees.
A renewed joy comes in the morning after nights like these. There is a new hope to begin again, to make changes, to seek God. I am still learning how to live, one baby step at a time.